February 2012
54 posts
I get it now.
Alot of my favorite blogs are writing less and less and some have even stopped. I have been writing less and less… I guess I am starting to understand why they are slowing down on the blogging.
I haven’t been writing because I have no idea what to write. My mind is confused. I haven’t dealt with the Trent in Canada situation… I have just ignored him. I have no idea if I...
What is wrong with me!
I just want to sleep alone in my bed.
So what did I do? I offer to pick Mitch up from a party so he can stay here. What!?
“If you meet a single guy, chances are he’s a fuck up, got an STD, or has a small...”
– Husband.
Leaves such a great outlook on dating. (via singledoutinchicago)
The awkward moment when
A boy goes down on you and then says ‘tastes strange…’
My reaction was wtf!! Your not meant to say that what do you mean!? Turns out he’s never given head before… Biggest turn off!
Its pretty horrible...
that I am relieved Trent won’t have internet for 3-4 weeks because he will be in Mexico. This will give me time to procrastinate telling him the truth. And how the fuck could we keep a long distance thing going if he doesn’t even have net!! Pfft fuck that.
I don't know what to do...
I haven’t talk to Trent in a while. I am avoiding him and it is upsetting him. I told him that things haven’t been good lately and that I would tell him about it later but every time I am online he asks if I want to talk. I just sign out and don’t reply. I need to tell him the truth I know this… But its so very hard. I don’t want to hurt him.
Kissing list
Scratch that… I just realises I haven’t written in my kissing list for over 6 months and I no longer can remember the names of guys I’ve kissed. This is embarrassing and sad. I hate being that girl.
Is it weird that...
okcupidcreepy:
I keep a list of guys I’ve made out with?
Not a list of the guys I’ve had sex with, because I can name them all.
But just the guys I’ve made out with… and the list is disgustingly long.
Is it weird that I get excited when I add a new name to the list?
Fuck, I’m weird.
We are scarily alike… I do this.
I was right… She wasn’t happy. Wtf! She said ‘next time your going to be a good girl and not leave it to long okay’ and told me I have to exfoliate more often and she said sorry after every wax strip she pulled! It didn’t hurt so I but I always flinch. She just makes me feel so uncomfortable.
So why do I go to her you ask? Because she’s the best. Take 10mins...
Why an I nervous?
The lady who does my Brazilian waxing makes me nervous. I guess it’s because she’s the only women/person who gets that close to my vag… And she could secretly be judging me. Not to mention I haven’t gone in a few months so it’s overdue and she always says something like ‘left it a bit long!’ like I over cooked the cake or something…
I need to get...
Size matters
I’m really worried/dissapointed… Mitch is absolutely amazing. He took me on the best date ever last night and we had an amazing time. We were having such a nice time we lost track and he missed his train so I offered him to stay at mine (we have already slept together without having sex twice because of situations like this so it’s no big deal).
That night I felt a little...
Bad girl bad girl
I have a date tonight with the lovely Mitch however I am feeling terribly guilty as I spent the night with another guy last night. It’s a long story but I didn’t want to even be there and we didn’t have sex, just kissed a little. I will write the story after tonight.
I love you alcohol
Actually no I don’t. You make me do and say stupid things. I drank far too much last night and as a result I introduced Mitch to my friends as ‘my future awesome boyfriend’ then he left to hang with his friends and I hooked up with some other guy. Then Mitch came back and thankfully didn’t catch me hooking up with said other guy.
I then felt sick and Mitch held my hair...
DON'T POKE ME
I hate being touched. Love hugs, but hate unnecessary touching. Like legs awkwardly touching, a hand on my shoulder… And most of all, being poked. I don’t understand it. My Aunty told me this is what immature males do when they can’t express what they really want (sex).
At work last night an old friend I hadn’t seen in ages walked up to say high and went to poke me! I...
The distance is dead
So all year I have been talking about how I like Trent the guy in Canada for 2 years. I know he really likes me alot as I was his first and he is cute but he lack knowledge of what to do. In the sex department he’s got no fucking idea! In the dating department there’s no way he knows what’s wrong and right. And even courting me… Nope he can’t do that.
Valentines...
My how things have changed
7 years ago I was starting high school (13 years old) and I wrote in a diary most days about how I wish a guy would like me. How I wished a boy named Sam would notice me. Or how I wished for once I had a valentine.
7 years later I write in a blog about how I wish guys would stop fucking me around. How I wish I didn’t like a guy. And how I wish dating wasn’t so damn difficult.
...
So...
I think I’m starting to like him. We actually made a list of all the fun and cute dates we want to go on together…
How to loose a guy in 10 days
I know this is going to sound terrible… But I sort of want to try this ‘how to loose a guy’ thing and do all the wrong things and see if he sticks around. Is this terrible or a good idea?
Lunch date
So yesterday was nice. I met with Mitch as he has an hour break and we went out for lunch. It was just a quick catch up so we got fast food. We bumped into a bunch of his friends and I tried my best not to be awkward.
We ate our lunch and talk and then cuddled in the park like two kids in love. I hate public affection but valentines day is the one day it’s okay. Before we knew it the hour...
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Oh Valentines Day...
Everyone on facebook seem to be having a valentines day debate. It’s quite obvious those who are single and those who are not. I am on neither debate teams. Obviously I am single however I don’t want to go around saying ‘fuck valentines day’ because I think it’s a nice day. I also hope to dear god that I don’t get a rose or someone confessing their love…...
Wish I didn't do this to myself
I am digging my own grave. I slept with Trent (Canada boy) and made him believe that I would wait for him for two fucking years till he got home. We all know that wouldn’t happen. I also have a two month trip around Asia in June July planned that I would very much like to be single for and not have anyone to miss back home. I also said valentines day wouldn’t exsist for me this year...
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The awkward moment when...
you see a girl you know, is now dating a guy you dumped because you suspected he was gay.
That feeling when
You have no reason to get out of bed…
I'm not 18 anymore
I am currently at the club I used to always go to when I was 18. A lot has changed, mainly me. I’m no longer platinum blonde and answer to gaga. I don’t have my lip pierced anymore and I don’t love tattoo’d men. I guess this gives an indication of why I HATE where I am right now. My friend whos place I am staying at tonight, has left me all alone and all I have is my phone....
Saying you're horny.
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Valentines day
Is coming up. But Unlike other years I don’t have any hopes or fears about it. My valentine is in canada (despite my recent slutting around I still like him alot and miss him). I still am unsure how long I will be able to continue this long distance non-relationship shit…! But valentines day, I will be thinking about him and wishing he was here.
I use men
It’s not that I use them intentionally or maliciously… But I tend to find men that will help me with things for seemingly nothing in return, quite often. They probably have their own addenda’s but I’m quite happy to take advantage of their generosity! :) I love being a girl.
Weirdest place you've ever had sex?
I’m not going to lie, sex in public gets me all excited. Not that I do it often.
Weirdest place would be in the casino carpark staircase. My boyfriend when I was 18 told me he loved me for the first time in the casino so we found a door, ran down the stairs and got it on. Best part, We didn’t get caught.
What’s the weirdest place you’ve ever had sex?
Ex lover
It’s hot today. I invited Cameron over for a swim because we were texting earlier and I thought it would be fun. No idea how it will go down since I really love fun in the pool. Haven’t seen him since we… Broke up I guess it could be called. I’m a bit nervous!
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Everyone is annoying me today...
It’s like it’s annoy me with your fucked up issues day…
Late night texts
That feeling when your lying in bed alone late at night and you start to think who could you text that would make you feel better. I am fighting it with tumblr.
When I have an urge to do something that I know is stupid and disrespectful to myself, I blog about it to try and prevent me from doing so.
Now I am going to close my eyes and sleep!
The EXTREMELY awkward moment
when you see your dad’s most visited page on his computer is the same dating site you use…
I want a dildo.
Someone write a post on how to buy a dildo…? Or direct me to one already written please? I’m sort of embarrassed about it but ever girls should have one right?
Edit: see I don’t even know the difference between a dildo and a vibrator (although I do, since it’s kinda obvious lol). I think I’d like a vibrator. Now, best way to buy one? Sex shop or online?
I hate
Coming home to an empty house and an empty bed.
The awesome moment...
When your ex’s mother (from two years ago) STILL comments on your Facebook every now and then to wish you luck in life and congratulate you on achievements.
Therefore, she obviously wish’s I was her future daughter-in-law. Oh how I wish I could have been apart of his family. I loved them. And I miss him…
Picnic date
This guy Lewis has been trying to convince me to go out with him for ages… Pathetic. See @justcallher for his advice on this.
Anyway, he found my weekness. My dream date is a simple picnic somewhere beautiful full of our favorite foods and cuddles in the sun and just lying on the rug watching the clouds. He somehow read my mind and has asked me on a picnic date tomorrow.
Now I already...